The Great Illusion

I was having trouble coping today, so much energy is coming into my head just now and its overwhelming me, i can’t stand any little noise!

I’ve been doing meditation, reading and writing about the mayan calendar (its my new website) and listening to binaural beats which synchronizes my brain and consciousness to a degree that its supernatural.

But, i’m finding that the energy from the sun is increasing daily and that the energy from it is overwhelming, i just have to flow with it and let go (difficult when i’ve got to work!)

You are who you are, both the good and the bad things.

If a sound comes into attention just say thinking in your head and concentrate on your breathing again. The same with thinking, if your mind wanders just say thinking and go back to your breath.

Anything that is important at the beginning, you must tell yourself to say that is important and i will come back to it after the end of the meditation.

Come out of the meditation gently just recognise the room, slowly. then touch, feel the floor before you get up.

Having a mobile phone with a timer on it with a nice sound at say 5 minutes to start at, once a day at the same time having a soft place on the floor such as a blanket, and a round hard cusion to sit on.  there is a position that you can sit in that makes your chi flow better in the body, that is with each hand above your knees as if you are holding a piece of thread between them.

Having the same place to do the meditation each day is also important, early in the morning or late at night is the best time, choose a time and stick to it so that your mind doesnt have to think about choosing a time to do it.

Just think its my time i’m going to meditate now, dont try and do anything but concentrate on your breathing.

When you see a leave fluttering by your window, or two birds flying by in a glimmer of your eye,
remember who you are and dont forget that you are special to me each and every one of you.

Today there are too many people living in the world of the superficial, wanting to hide from the raw truth of even how they look
never mind how they are inside.

As an example, some women can spend 1000’s each year on cosmetics and take it to the extreme whereby they end up looking like
someone has adjusted the color dial on a tv to the max. This is just to cover up the fact that there is no real health or the
beauty of age - what is wrong with having wrinkles? Id rather have wrinkles than injecting modified botualism (botox).

What to realise is that true beauty comes from within us, something deep inside us, and also your health.

Eating ready made meals will make you look like death warmed up - take note that microwaves destroy any goodness left in food,
if there was any in that meal you spent your hard-earned cash on.

Odour is a real problem, it is natural to have odour, but when our odour goes wrong due to eating too much dodgy meat,
we have to cover it up with even more chemicals.  Its the way that they are sold - lynx will get you a girlfriend - yeah right.
More likely to keep a wide berth since you’re blowing out your natural pheremones and your lungs at the same time.

I have learned the very true nature of reality which is what you think will happen, will happen out of all the possible combinations of things that will happen in the end it is really us that decide in our heads what will happen.

Sounds obvious, but i mean for those things that you think are out of your control are actually in your control. Be very careful what you think.  Of course, some things are not within your control, pre-destined events precluded by the global conciousness. 

Its the collective conciousness that creates reality, while one side of the planet is walking, talking, the other side is sleeping.. what is sleeping? running ‘the program’, the software of reality for the other side of the world.

Would you call yourself perfect? How would you define perfect?

There is no possibility of being perfect, in a logic way of speaking.

But you can find perfection in imperfection!

Nothing is as great as a mistake, you learn from it, without mistakes life would not exist as it is today.

Through imperfections, YOU ARE ALIVE, FOR ALL MAN GOD JUST WAKE UP!

Stop looking for perfect music,

Stop looking for perfect clothes,

Stop looking for the perfect partner,

Stop looking for the perfect house,

Stop looking for the perfect holiday,

Stop looking for perfect comedy,

Stop looking for perfect film

100 greatest films, who is to say that one film is better than another, there may be a general consensus on what film is better than another, the only difference is tolerance to imperfection!

To be intolerant to imperfection is to be intolerant of life!

Do be more dead than you percieve a rock to be, which is alive, glowing of imperfection.

What the heck is enlightenment?

Its not that perfect bliss, its not anything that you think you had or will ever get because you are already enlightened, just look for the imperfections as it is the true beauty of life.

Galactic tone:1, Unity

Sun Sign: Wisdom

Good day to sit on a rock, in unity!

Objectivity in the media doesn’t exist, its not possible. The population problem is given as an example.

Part 2:

I had a really strange dream the other night there, where I was a monk that was doing meditation over several nights, or even years, and every time i medidated i came to a very strange but blinding transformation every time, which was a very loud sounds and bright light, then disorientation and not knowing where i was or where i am at that very moment after.

I found it to be quite a scary experience which put me off meditating, so i tried to talk to the dalai lama several times about it but always never managed to catch him. When i finally managed to catch him, he was baffled, and had no idea what it was.

This is in paralell with my real life, where i have very profound experiences when i medidate and i tend to not meditate properly as i tend to get strange synchronicities happening, but beyond what normally happens.

The flash-bang experience was a new one to me, and it really happened as far as i was concerned, it was a life-changing profound experience, very,very powerful stuff. Dreams can be more real than the collective dream we call reality, as you’re tapping into the source directly so you’re free from the collective mind, as we call it subconciousness.

You have to realise that you’re not real, the physical reality is an illusion you need to overcome and step outside the bubble, to believe is nothing but lying to yourself, to know is the only truth. You know yourself, here and NOW, that is all.

Time does not exist, all that happens is that you are travelling through different realities – what the brain is designed for. The subconciousness works out the route ahead and if you dont target your subconcousness with what you want to do you’ll never succeed because otherwise everything is already worked out.

We are in a dream